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YOU SHOULD BE HERE

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// For spilt second I grinned when I saw your picture which was posted in your whatsapp story,but then I suddenly jolted realising it wasn’t you who posted it.

I’ve never felt more stupid than I felt at that moment.

Every second I’m inches away from blades which would suppress the ache caused by the void in my heart.

The ceiling of my room has never been more interesting than it is now.

My pillow getting wet has been unvarying, but the culprits aren’t drools anymore it’s the salty tears that soak my pillow.

I’m afraid to close my eyes , I hate when I blink ’cause when I do I see you and when I open my eyes *puff* you vanish into the air leaving me hanging.

My nocturnal tendency keeps on increasing along with the agony. I created Pinterest account just to view those psychic quotes.

I keep replaying the same playlist every damned time.

To the world I smile , I laugh masking my inner turbulences,ironically my conscience laughs at me. I hate how my conscience pities me.

Usually I’d enjoy my insomniac times but now I hate when it is night because I’ve to stop feigning and shrug off my mask.

It the burning eyes who forcibly shut themselves and my body taking me into the dreamless world.

I hear fellow beings suggesting me to move on and they give me reality checks every now and then because apparently I’m unaware of reality.

Some say you’ll forget the void soon.

Some say it’s now the life is.

But I know I’ll just learn to live with the void because no one can make my day brighter than you did , no one can make my night sparkling than you did.

You should be here somewhere.

All I’m asking is to meet me once again maybe I can change your mind.\\ ⌛️

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BEST FRIEND

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Do you know how painful it was to see your usual soul driven body lifeless?Seeing your eyes closed ,never ever given a chance to see again.

Seeing your usual babbling mouth shut once for all.

Seeing your lazy bum rest never to twerk again.

How ironic, you promised me a day before to teach me how to sway my hips and then you lie down with a crease-less face?

Do you know how painful it was to see your usual soul driven body lifeless?

Seeing your head wrapped in a white cloth ,never to let your hair down your shoulder.

Seeing your long fingers fallen, never ever to tickle my knees like you did a day before.

Seeing your emotional-less face never to shine like sun when you’d see me.

Do you know how painful it was to see your usual soul driven body lifeless?

Feeling your pale skin colder than usual? 

The agony was manifest on our faces but you.

You looked so peacefully, sleeping like it was 3 in the morning.

Seeing your pink lips ,colourless with a dark mount of dried blood. 

Seeing your wide pearly white teeth hidden never to see you again smiling.

Do you know how painful it was to see your usual soul driven body lifeless? 

Seeing your drunkard self rest forever.

Seeing your tall body pulling and pushing me never to pull and push.

Listening to your sweet hushed voice never to ring in my ear anymore.

Never ever will I get the Cheshire Cat smile ’cause I won’t get your calls and texts anymore.

Do you know how painful it was to see your usual soul driven body lifeless?